For the longest time, I’ve wanted to lose weight.  Currently, I weight 151 lbs and, while that may not seem like much to some, for me, it was a lot.  Believe it or not, when I had my daughter, I weighed 119 AFTER birth.  I guess that’s the reason why I’m so upset at my weight now.  I know it’s not baby fat I have to lose, it’s my own damn fault.

I kept trying different things to lose weight, but I lacked one thing.  The motivation.  I thought that losing weight was going to have immediate results and then something happened and I just gave up.

If I want to lose the weight, I need three major things.  This is BESIDES exercise, eating right, and strong will.  I need motivation with myself, support from others, and determination to keep going.  Most of those things I lacked.

Hence why I created this blog.  Besides this being a blog where I can share my feelings, I decided that this would be a great way to get support from others.  Even if no one reads this blog, I know that I have a place to vent my feelings instead of reaching for my chocolate stash under my bed and a place to share my success when I’ve reached them.

My ultimate goal weight is 119.  As I said earlier, I weigh 151.  That’s 32 lbs that I NEED to lose.  My first mini goal is to lose 10 lbs.

To motivate me, I’ll post different quotes, pins, pictures, and other stuff that I found helpful.  If you’re trying to lose weight, maybe it’ll help you too.

With much love,

Meurshi